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This morning I woke up singing Michael Bublé. A rare occurrence, but perfectly fitting. It is a new dawn, a new day. And I AM feeling good.

Tonight was the first night of a ten-week writing class. I feel simultaneously superior and inferior to each other writer, and I wish I could take back some off the things I said. But this is not a competition. So I refuse to compete. I am just going to be me, and encourage others to be their best selves. (One thing I am distinctly looking forward to is that for ten weeks, I will be "Beth Anne" again. There seems to be an overly high concentration of "Beth's" in the class - 3 out of 15, including the instructor!)

Tomorrow I have a meeting for a creative venture that has been in the works since early November. The big unveiling will hopefully be later this month... I'm terrified.

Yesterday was my birthday, and it was great. But the best part is that other than a couple of gifts and extra texts, it was a typical Sunday. Typical, lovely, life-giving Sunday.

There are, as always, too many thoughts and not enough structure in my mind, so instead of a conclusion, I will leave you with this video, so that maybe YOU can wake up singing Bublé too.
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  1. Ariana11:15 AM

    Every time I leave my house, I wish I could take back some of the things I said. Heck, sometimes I don't even have to leave my house to put my foot in my mouth.

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  2. Ryan10:42 AM

    Beth Anne!

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